Its getting harder to talk
I want so much in life...
Life is short i guess i learned
that the hard way...
Year one at the age of 13
I felt sleepy , so i passed out on the bed...
LYING THERE IN MY BED AT THE AGE OF SEVEN
HE COMES IN MY ROOM AROUND ELEVEN...
I can't ever take you back
Not after all of that...
A pillow filled with feathers
His hands covered with blood...
Look into my eyes and tell me
how it is you feel...
I layed back against the seat
closed my eyes and let free...
In The still of night without no sunlight to look...
The soft playing of music thats soft and low fills...
No sleep for hours
Your up for days...
Masturbation
Rodney stared at himself in the mirror...
The second i first layed eyes on you i knew it was...
baby you made my heart melt the moment i first...
A voice unfamiliar pierces through the dark.
Hands, big and strong, leave a brutal mark...
I know what you want,
And I want that too...
You twirl around with speeches of this girl
Tan legs, blue eyes, long blonde hair curled...
He came in one night
busted open the door...
Remember
Remember when I said no...
The fear that penetrates your skin
as the deed is being done...
This is the day,
I prove him wrong...
In your minds eye
You never forget...
He grabs me
No control...
When you yell at me, I hate you even more.
Don't think that I'm the reason why you act like a...
You tell me i am bad
You say I'm your number one mistake...
Dear Diary,
To him, I write my words...
Dear Diary,
I have met someone who makes me whole...
Dear Diary,
The memories assault me again tonight...
Eternal life isn't that what we want,
To live forever...
She's the new girl at school. She wants to fit in...
This is what people go through everyday. Kids get...
Sit on your lap
with my head on your chest...
We laid on the grass
looking at the sky...
As The Rain Falls
upon a bed of white satin...
All my love,
All my devotion...
This room is terrifying the locked door, he said...
I screamed no he threw me on the bed, bitch do...
The touch of your hand was rough
She remembers the oily taste of it as you held her...
Me
Pain is Pleasure and I definitely was experiencing...
His point of you
I smiled at her. I made it seem as if I left. I...
Me
As I threw you on my bed, you licked your lips. I...
I'll escape
This hateful world...
I know this poem won't make sense. but i tried to...
Love me or hate me...
Met you at a bar;
didn't bother for your name...
You've got you hands to my throat
now I'm gasping for air...
Cant believe i hurt you
cant believe i dared...
With all of the pain I put you through
I'm surprised you have not left me yet...
You sent him away without caring what she said
You told him to leave as soon as possible...
I am sorry Daddy
I am sorry Mommy...
Daddy Where Are You Going?
Can i Come...
Oh reaper of my heart, you reaped my heart, but...
Then humiliated me, and mocked the laws from the...
It was like heaven granted me an angel.
Perhaps satin divorced his wife...
I look at you from across the room
blonde hair blue eyes...
It was a
late saterday...
I see you sitting there,
Your eyes begging...
How you want it!
Kiss me now, kiss me here...
It's a cold winter night. Just came home from...
Everyone's home, but you can't hear a thing...
Leading you into the bathroom
place you in the shower turn on the water...
It already 2am and all I hear
is your moan through the house...
I got you were I want you
ready for me to beat it up...
When I awake again his dick is still in me
this makes me horny again so I start to rock back...
In the shower after a long days travel
The hot water streaming down her body...
She locked the door behind her
And slowly dropped her clothes...
Another night of endless rain and thunder.
The electricity shuts down and I'm starting to...
From the door
we started ripping our...
Tonight I'm yours at this is not a hit and run
Tonight might be the night that we conceive a son...
Crazy things that never felt before
Never thought it is real, never been sure...
As we both sit here i realize ur the one i need...
so i find myself flirting and yet i am not the...
I lay awake in my bed
THe lights are shut, the room is eerie...
The feel of your hand as it touches my face
The way my body quakes as its engulfed in your...
It was an average night
Parents gone, you and me hangin' out...
A bond is made in bed.
Vows said during a night of passionate sex...
Drunk staggering and i still want you
you take me to the room and say baby sleep it off...
Sitting there staring at me
I can see the hunger in your eyes...
I want my baby i want her bad
beg 4 her 2 go in wen she dus il b glad...
Walking through the door, after working hard all...
I know you want time to yourself, but baby I cant...
My God! And the people I thought I knew, if only
slightly, would do nothing about it. I could just...
When she was only nine two family friends had...
Her parents said , " oh i know, but don't...
When she was only nine she was sexually abused
by only two guy, she tried to block it out of her...
Happy birthday, Baby
I wish I could give you the world...
I've never known anyone who quite shines like you,
every moment we share is something so special and...
I guess you must be a player
Since I did become your game...
To know I'll never see your face
To know I'll never feel your warm embrace...