I went home to cry on my bed,
not a word to my mother was said...
I drop all my tears,
trying to make it clear...
It's obvious that you never loved me,
it's obvious that you never cared...
When monsters lurked beneath my bed,
And scary dreams fan through my head...
No one loves me
try to dwindle my love is not easy...
As I sit in silence & surrounded by hate.
I could never hope to find you, it's always too...
I met him a few days ago,
He was by my side all this time...
Can't you see that I'm in love with you
You have me, you always have...
I know I've messed up
I know you're still mad...
You held my hand,
& swept me away...
What have I become,
I'm nothing but a ghost, I am numb...
All this sorrow,
all this pain...