This is my story, sad as it may be
It's something that I feel would benefit me...
It's been a long time since I was free,
To eat what I wanted and wanted what I eat...
I'm scared
I'm angry...
God, I'm such a loser
An embarrassment to life...
A perfect little girl, the picture of grace
Everyone is fooled when they look at her face...
Listening to the silence of the night
Under the blankets a girl filled with fright...
I'm not sure why, it's so hard for me to cry
But today I shed a tear...
I loved and trusted you,
I thought you loved me too...
The False Image is my God
To which consistantly I pray...
I put my trust in you
thinking that you were the one...
Don't cry, cut
Don't weep, bleed...
I wander through the fields of darkness
up the streets of fears...