How do I say ?
Each rotting day...

When I think of you
And what you do...

Sick,
Disgusted by my own thoughts...

Life is but an epidemic
Of fear , denial and love...

I will not leave.
A horrid thought...

You said we were forever
I wish I were more clever...

Deeper I'm falling into you
When the darkness sets in...

Ive made up my mind,
My heart is blind...

I love you, I love you
To you I'm true...

If it makes you feel better,
I'll leave you alone...

All i can say is i need you,
Nothing really matters till i see it through...

Wish upon the falling star,
why would I wish upon something that is falling...