If I say, I love you, would you smile then?

It's okay if I'm selfish sometimes right? Because I don't think I'll be able to let you go.

Best feeling in the world: Being held by someone you know would never want to let you go.
Worst feeling: Having them let go.

How can it feel natural to hate you, But it's wrong to.?
How is it that if You're supposed to love me you call my names? Make me cry? Make me hate you?
We're supposed to love each other.

No really, its okay to egnore me. Its just another part of my life.

I've gotten really good,
at catching the glances
you steal at me.

This house...
is always
silent or screaming
with sound.

(new poem, Walls scream silents. check it out?!)

You are what everyone else wants you to be,
they just dont know it yet.

So I will cry,
Not just for the dead.
Also for those who,
were left to say
good-bye

I've officaly given up.
So stop trying to make it right.
Just leave.