Whats the point if it always ends in tragedy?

My smiles hide so much happyness when you are so close.

I've come to terms with my numbness. It may stay as long as it doesn't kill my soul.

I apologize but I'm going to go now
Before I start to cry.
Don't be mad.
You of all people don't deserve to be mad.

If I say, I love you, would you smile then?

It's okay if I'm selfish sometimes right? Because I don't think I'll be able to let you go.

Best feeling in the world: Being held by someone you know would never want to let you go.
Worst feeling: Having them let go.

How can it feel natural to hate you, But it's wrong to.?
How is it that if You're supposed to love me you call my names? Make me cry? Make me hate you?
We're supposed to love each other.

No really, its okay to egnore me. Its just another part of my life.

Raw throats scream, and open wounds bleed.