I am not who you want me to be!
What can't you understand...

Writing about how i felt tonight while sitting in...
I'm writing about my injuries and my impending...

Surrounded by people
yet so alone...

Sinking into the deep waters
with noone to pull me up...

I put you over my feelings
i did everything you asked...

My heart is like an open wound
open to infection...

Teh red of my blood flowing down my arm
represents the love i have for you...

A hollow heart
a shining knife...

I never meant to hurt you
please beleive me when I say...

The names I was called;
The things said...

This is the story of a girl
who couldn't take her pain anymore...

Should I slit my wrists or hang my head
any way to end up dead...