"and i drink to stay warm
and to kill selected memories."...
And your touch
Is the one I need so much...
There are no great guys in college
I don't know what you're thinking...
It's hard for me to think
Of the grass being green...
I don't know you
But you helped me out when I felt blue...
When hearts are racing
In your thoughts, your mind's pacing...
I want to curl up in my bed
Pesticides in my head...
I don't understand why
I do this every f-ing time...
Maybe one day
I'll see days that aren't so gray...
It's always so hard for me
To look into your eyes and see...
And I wish I could know
How you feel about me...
Sometimes I wish I could stop breathing
Make my heart stop beating...