4 years ago today i experienced the most sensual...

And your touch
Is the one I need so much...

And I hope you're happy
Because right now I feel crappy...

We all get broken wings
And its hard to fix and mend these things...

I don't want to feel like this.
Why wont this feeling pass...

And I wondered why I felt that way,
The way I felt that day...

And it brings me to tears
I think of you all sometimes...

When hearts are racing
In your thoughts, your mind's pacing...

You are talking about my sister's boyfriend and...

It's always so hard for me
To look into your eyes and see...

The moment I start to write
I feel my heart sink...

How can i rehash something that I have only talked...