The remnants of my past lie on my arm.

I am not better than 'that'. I am 'that'.

You aren't the same person you are now, then you were before you left. There was happiness lacking in you eyes, and that happiness was probably her...

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I'm sitting here reading my old quotes and poems trying to learn something from what I wrote. Trying to make it a lesson, so that I learn from who I lost and never do that again. But it's not working. I just can't think like that. At least not yet.

"Don't put yourself down the way I do." Bright Eyes

Everything is always my fault, in your eyes. And yeah, sometimes it is my fault. But not ALL the time.

And even if one day, I do accomplish something major; would you change? I don't think you ever will.

And I'm always looking for acceptance from you. Just hoping that someday you might improve. But you never do. You never do...

And you would think that you telling me that I cannot accomplish anything would make me want to just prove it to you. But, I don't have the confidence to even try. How can I have confidence in myself if no one believes in me?

How can you still be with someone who can never apologize for things he says to me? Things that make me cut. How can you be with someone who sees me cutting and doesn't stop me?