The way you have always put me down, made me who I am today. A shy, depressed, scared, insecure person who doesn't believe in herself at all. |
I hate the favoritism in my family. |
I want a father who will listen to me when I am upset and not bring me down instead. |
I'm done. I just want to down a bottle of pills and unplug. |
I am at my breaking point. I feel like after all of these years of being happier and without cutting, I feel like I am going to go back down that road again. And there is no one to hold me back. I feel like blowing my brains out. |
The worst scars aren't the ones you made yourself, but the ones someone else has made. |
I hate having to use past-tense when I talk about 'us'. |
You owe me my heart, my happiness, my smile and $6.00. |
You're the reason I can't find a reason to smile. |
The only thing it comes down to is me breaking my own heart. |