I don't know what you were saying but, there really isn't "smarter guys in college". It's the same everywhere. But maybe one day I'll find another one in a million...

ekmb
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It feels like the whole world is in love, and I'm just standing alone in the middle of it.

I hate sleeping, because every night I have nightmares. And I hope they aren't true. Either way, I still miss you.

ekmb

The worst scars aren't the ones you made yourself, but the ones someone else has made.

I am at my breaking point. I feel like after all of these years of being happier and without cutting, I feel like I am going to go back down that road again. And there is no one to hold me back. I feel like blowing my brains out.

I'm done. I just want to down a bottle of pills and unplug.

What's the point of even being here if no one, including myself has the belief that i can do anything right. The belief that I can make it. They are right, I can't. I am just a waste of flesh. I can't do this anymore.

There's so much more, and you'll never understand the half of it. And it's probably best you don't; it would hurt you.

If only you knew that the reason why I give up is because you bring me down...

Many of my issues of lacking self-confidence and happiness and motivation comes from you telling me that I can't do anything right. And you haven't had confidence in me for as long as I can remember.