Just because it isn't YOUR reality, it still is reality. |
I don't just hate one thing about myself, I hate my whole self. |
It kind of hurts, when all of my life you have told me that I can't do anything right and that I'm just a baby, and then here we are tonight at the dinner table and you are telling my sister that she is perfect and has never done anything negative. |
Listening to you praise my sister and tell her how smart she is and how perfect she is, makes me want to just smoke the fattest joint and pop some Vicodin and go to sleep. But that still wouldn't even make you notice me. |
I don't even have to think about you to break down. All I have to think about is my life. |
It's kind of sad that what I wrote about 5 years ago is still relevant and in the same exact state today. |
Achievements come in small packages and inside are big opportunities. |
It seems like know matter how many times we argue or talk about the same issue, you never get the point I am trying to get across. |
The remnants of my past lie on my arm. |