I'm hurting and i don't know who to turn to anymore

Its always good to get help but at the end of the day you still have to live with who you are no matter what

When i saw my father crying because i wanted to die, i felt so terrible it made me think i deserved to die

There is only one person in this whole world i never want to hurt and he is the only person i am hurting

I wish i could love him as much as he loves me....but he destoryed me and i'm still hurting

I'm tired of hurting everybody because it is destroying me

I'm not very good at making choices, i'm always split down the middle, but i have fully, 100% decided that i don't want to live anymore

I hate myself....i mean why not everyone else does

Two months isnt coming fast enough... i can't wait till you are out of my life forever. its gonna feel so good

He loves me, he really does love me. and i crushed him, destoryed him. How could he ever forgive me. I have become the devil