In the end i wish i was stronger than i really am

I don't want to do this anymore...im so sick of myself

I wanna die and i know how exactly how to do it

Id rather feel pain then nothing at all cause at least i know im still alive

I hope one day he regrets giving me up

I dont deserve to be happy after everything ive done...

Dear heart,
Why him?

There is only one person in this whole world i never want to hurt and he is the only person i am hurting

I don't regret what i do
i'll do anything to destory you

Thank you, not just for making me worthless in your eyes but in mine too