I rather be a character in a book even if the ending is sad because unlike life, books make sense.

If someone has to change they aren't meant for you

You begged me to come back and i want to its just i sick of getting hurt so im moving on

I'm running, from what? I don't know but im not stopping

I just wish i could tell him i still love him and show him how much he hurt me

Even when I have people that care about me I still want to die

I honestly don't want him
I'm sorry but i don't
Im not going to fake a smile
im sorry but i wont

My heart is bleeding black
Please my sweet heart why can't you come back?

I know i said i didn' care
but it hurts so much when you're not there

Most days i can fool people by wearing a fake smile
but some days i don't have the strength to fake it and no one seems to notice