I keep beating myself up everyday for the mistake i made. I wish i could just take it back

I knew one day he'd move on and find someone else.....I just didn't want to have to see it

I dont think i want this anymore

The worse thing you can do to a parent that has been nothing but good to you, is leave them feeling lonely because you aren't there

Please.. i beg you... stop hurting me

I hate myself for a lot of reason but what i'm doing to you is the most i've ever hated myself

I'm still not ok

To me it still feels like a bad dream. I can't grasp the thought that you are gone

I just wish i had the guts to say something to him. i just want to see how shocked he would be

For almost a year i have been fooling myself but no more. i'm gonna face the fact that i'm still in love with you