I just have no energy inside of me anymore to even care

Someone just give me the guts to tell him the truth

Tell your secret deep inside
Tell me what to do
Tell me all the steps you take
For getting over you

From my new poem "Tell me"

They say I'm not responable for his happiness but i feel so guilty because i leave him at home sitting all by himself just lonely

I didn't know him as much as others but he will always stay in my heart.
R.I.P. A.J.

I'm so glad i got away from him but why does a part of me still want him

Watching him take his last breaths just kills me knowing he might not be here tomorrow

I hate myself. I know i'm hurting him and yet i do nothing. What is wrong with me?

He used me and i still want him.

I wish i could tell him about how much he hurt me but i know he wouldn't care