Its not that i did it with him that makes me sad its that he was my first

I would do anything to erase him from my memory

I changed my friends, i changed my whole image just for you and what did i end with? a stranger in my body and a broken heart from you

I really think i don't want to live much longer. Is that okay? It's all your fault

There is only one person in this whole world i never want to hurt and he is the only person i am hurting

Most days i dont feel like i deserve to be breathing and hopfully soon i can fix that....

Please tell me how to be okay again

I think it is finally time for me to give up on everything

I'll get stronger....just you watch

Did you walk off the face of the earth....cause i cant find you anywhere