I didn't choose to feel this pain, so why is it here? And when is it going away?

I hate a lot of things about myself but the thing i hate most is that i still want you even after every thing you did to me

I'm so messed up, i don't know how to explain how i feel anymore

I don't believe in falling out of love,
you just weren't in love to begin with

The worst thing is i would leave anyone for him, the one who hurt me the most and cares the least

She tells me that i need to move on
but all she does is shove it in my face that i let him to that to me

I'm in love with a guy who I hate

The worst feeling ever is knowing you're not good enough for the person you love

Is it bad when your family does care about you and you don't care back and you don't want there help, you just want to die?

I don't know who I am anymore. I don't know if i want to end it all or really just want to be saved