I'm falling apart and no one can stop it

I don't know what's wrong and i don't know how to explain it...i do know crying helps me get through whatever the hell is wrong with me

Finally he wants me back but like i told him...he's already too late

I'm want nothing to do with my family because it would make life so much easier.

The worst thing is that my family is the is the one that is making me feel worthless

They make me feel like I was a mistake and shouldn't be alive

I keep beating myself up everyday for the mistake i made. I wish i could just take it back

I knew one day he'd move on and find someone else.....I just didn't want to have to see it

He never even cared about me,
so why do i miss him like crazy?

I just wanted to be happy....I guess no one thinks I should be