They say I'm not responable for his happiness but i feel so guilty because i leave him at home sitting all by himself just lonely

I hate myself for a lot of reason but what i'm doing to you is the most i've ever hated myself

I'm still not ok

To me it still feels like a bad dream. I can't grasp the thought that you are gone

I just wish i had the guts to say something to him. i just want to see how shocked he would be

For almost a year i have been fooling myself but no more. i'm gonna face the fact that i'm still in love with you

I just have no energy inside of me anymore to even care

Someone just give me the guts to tell him the truth

Tell your secret deep inside
Tell me what to do
Tell me all the steps you take
For getting over you

From my new poem "Tell me"

I really think i don't want to live much longer. Is that okay? It's all your fault