Do you ever sit and think.....what if? What if I never asked "So you must be _ _ _ _?"

..I was so scared but i gave it a try...i warned myself not to fall so hard but my heart doesn't know what JUST ENOUGH means...

..i wish one day you would finally love me the way you are loving her..

..it's strange how some thoughts could easily make my breathing hard just by merely thinking of them..

..please tell me what LIFE means without YOU..

..this shouldn't be asked but I just wanna know, what would be left of me if you have to go?..

I knew the risks, i knew how hard to fight and i faced all of them, i knew am not gonna win but i didn't know that pain is such a hell if i fail.

I must, i need, i have to keep my stuff in line even with tears running down my eyes, face the world each day even if it's hard to say "Im Ok".. :'(

No matter how painful things are, LOVING is considering what's BEST for the person you love, though it means getting the WORST out of it. :'(

..I know he is in deep pain..i hate to see him hurt but i can just do so much because she is the only one who can take his pain away..:(