I wanna make the jump but I don't wanna fall. Please Lord help me fly if this goes wrong.

Many times i sit here thinking about you and i. Why? Has it all been a waste of time? Should I really just walk away and leave it all behind. Just forget you and leave us in the past?

Just forget the times we had they aren't worth remembering. Forget the memories they're not worth the pain. I just wanna forget the past. Play pretend and run away.

I wish I could make the feelings i have for you just go away

It's for the best and I know that. Doesn't mean it's going to be easy. It's been this way for so long it's going to be hard to break old habits but I know it's for the best. Now i just have to make my heart believe it as much as my mind does.

Dreams are just sneek peaks of possible roads in life. It's the choices in your life that determine if your dreams come true or not. My goal is to turn my dreams into reality because reality is always better then the fantasy world

I can already feel things between us changing and i'm trying really hard to be ok with it. And someday i will be. But it's not going to be tonight

If you knew the truth would it change your mind?

I know it'll get better. I know i'll be okay. But right now all I wanna do, is walk away from you.

Should I keep trying or is it best to just give in and let it all go? Tell me, am I just wasting my time?