Should I smile because you're my friend... or cry because you keep changing your mind?

I want you and I need you but i messed up... and now i cant have you.

Tell me where im ment to be. In your arms or far away. I'll do anything you want me to because as much as it'll break my heart to go I want nothing more then to make you smile once more.

As I look into your eyes I can't help but seem to fall even more in love with you

I can't do it anymore
I can't fake a smile
And pretend everything's okay
When in all reality
everything is falling apart

I want to fall asleep in your arms every night of my life. I can't see a night go by without you by my side. You're my reason for living. Don't you see? You're my world

One day I'll be over you, but until that day comes I'll look at your picture, think about the past, and cry. The day I get over you is the day I burn it and every memory I have of you and I.

Baby i miss the way we used to be. I miss the way you kissed me, the way you used to hold me, and the the way you said you loved me. I made so many mistakes. But the one i regret most is when i watched you drive away from me. I wish i hadnt let you go.

Should I keep trying or is it best to just give in and let it all go? Tell me, am I just wasting my time?

I know it'll get better. I know i'll be okay. But right now all I wanna do, is walk away from you.