~I changed the name of the person at the end~
The break in my heart...

~I wrote this for my friend, shes having a hard...
The first time I told you I like girls...

I look at you and start to smile,
that smile thats just for you...

~I don't acturally say I was drinking in this...
I wish I could tell you how I feel...

They say you never forget,
your first love...

I look around at all these people,
they call themselves my friends...

I'm in class right now,
but really I'm not...

Somehow this weekend slowly disappeared,
when I look back on the days...

I failed you,
disappointed you...

Last night my parents hit each other,
right in-front of me and my brother...

I tried to open your eyes,
I tried to make you see...

My friend asks me if I want a drink,
I look at her like she’s insane...