I use to wonder why I always got hurt
why I was the one feeling like dirt...

My life is one big lie
all that runs through my head are more reasons why...

I don't know what to say really even what to do
because all I know is I love you...

Well I know I love you
I find my word to be true...

I finally think I'm over you I really think I am
I realize now you never love me again to you I...

I hate when were not together
because its so much better when I'm with you...

What do I have to do??
to be once again be noticed by you...

I don't get this at all
how I seem to feel like a loser every time you...

Its new years eve and every resolution I think of...
to forget the last 14 years forget your favorite...

Dear lord,
I'm sorry I come to you only in need...

Someone kill me I want to die
just stop this pain that goes on inside...

I hate my life hate it so
but why I hate it none of you will really ever...