Its new years eve and every resolution I think of...
to forget the last 14 years forget your favorite...

Ive seen many of guys and none compare to you
the way you laugh and smile and the silly things...

At this moment I just want to break down
because your the only one that I feel understands...

Ive gave up trying
I wish I were dying...

My life is one big lie
all that runs through my head are more reasons why...

One day I'm going to marry you, looking into her...
One of these day I'll be with you always until one...

My life's full of questions full of lies
all my friends hating this life most just praying...

I finally think I'm over you I really think I am
I realize now you never love me again to you I...

The pain and hurt just goes on inside
not wanting to live, in this world Id rather die...

If playas gonna play you better not play me
Cause I'll kick your a** to the curb tell you how...

Shes always wanted the fairytale romance like she...

Its crazy looking back thinking about it all...