Heart wrenching pain
overpowering ache...
Pain consumes her
as her heart is ripped from her chest...
She was in love
thinking he loved her back...
She used to be so happy
so peaceful and so fun...
I look in the mirror
and disgust overwhelms...
Such a fat cow
i deserve to die...
Anger and frustration builds within
slipping deeper into my black hole...
It's another Friday night
everyone out parting having fun...
I'm trapped
there's not way out...
No one sees her
she blends in...
So torn
between good and bad...
Everyone around me keeps going
Overlooking my fears and pain...