Things are changing and I dont know what to do,
My heart is breaking and you dont even have a...

I search for the razor to make that final cut
pressing hard and deep as its starting to bleed...

Don't know what to do
Where to go...

She's my best friend
But so had to get along with...

You are always there
when I need you...

I hurt so
much inside...

I don't want your pity...
thats the last thing i need...

Sitting in my room
Thinking why you, my father...

I know your going through problems
and working out your shit...

I run upstairs and shut the door
take away my pain with a slice...

The rage hit me
then the blade hit me...

I don't really want to die
I love Josh to much to let him go...