i know that i'm not good yet at writing but i am trying to work on it. so please bear with me for a little while. and you'll have to bear with me on my spelling. i am not a very good at spelling yet. i give up i really do. whats the point of being here if nobody wants me around. i am sick of everybody thinking that all i want is pity. i am sorry but if thats what you think i want you're wrong. you don't know me at all!!!!!!!! All i want is to be heard is that to much to ask. because i don't think it is.