Do you know what its like;
to never want to come home...

You have no clue how lucky you are
your family loves you to death...

If my parents only new the real me
Like my boyfriend does...

Right now all I want to do is die
My parents are making my life hell...

I know what he did to me was wrong
But at least he knew me...

My parents have no clue why I am still here
Because of God and Kevin...

My parents tell me I shouldn't
My heart says I should...

I am sitting here
looking at a bottle of pills...

It's a week till my birthday
and it seems like the only people who remember are...

All I want to do is get high
But I can't because of this little deal we made...

I hope you never find out that I was right
Because then someone else you love...

I wish you could be here
So that I new you still loved me...