Though I'm extremely flustered,
Don't know where to begin with...
The game of my thoughts,
Was a mere expression of pain...
My inside shatters and squirts,
Dont gaze at me...it hurts...
I tear rip and kill,
With enmity my heart fills...
Manic depressives oscillate
between elation and the Dj...
Spinning around my head,
are the crescents of spite...
A silent prayer,
hung in the air...
Are the demons dead?
Noway people say...
My eyelids are veiled,
in it, I've lost a million dreams...
Let my eyes dissolve in my eyes,
Let my heart melt in my heart...
Array my soul,
Embellish my life...
Let the breaths dissolve in them,
Let the slight heartbeat grow...