& I blame myself for everything. Even though it was you who pulled me in with your smile and laugh and the way you always tickle me on the bus ride home; I still blame myself for loving you.

I'm not so sure if I like what you're doin', but I'm pretty sure I like how I'm feelin'.

I like when you get mad at me.Not cause its fun making you upset,but cause its my only way to keep believeing that you still care about me;That your heart hurts like mine did;That God is doing the right thing by returning the pain that you once gave me.

I always knew that he'd come back. So I waited. And when he returned, I wasn't there. Now I've come back and where is he?....he's long gone.

I don't know why but for some reason, I just don't care anymore.

...& so her broken heart ate away at her, because he was heartless enough to walk away and let the feeling die...

How can you be in love with someone for so long and still be able to hang on? I don't know but somehow he made it possible. <3

I feel like laying on the floor, oblivious to everything and having someone just as oblivious as I am, come step on me so I can let out everything I've been holding in so it no longer has to be a secret.

And sometimes I get the sensation to run up and kiss you. But then I realize by doing that, I'm only hurting myself...

Since that night, I've felt so scared. I wish you we're right beside me, protecting me, like you used to..