I think I found the one =]...or maybe one of them xD

Once I looked back and saw what I had, and what i lost. But i won't do it again because it brings too much pain. I have to remind myself that now it's not the same. Now I only look foward because I realized i can never have you back.

Some dumb people say that nothing lasts forever. I've got two words for them...BS!!!
Maybe we won't last together forever but I can garanty you that my feelings for you will never fade.
Because my feelings for you are forever.

I am so tired of relationships and fighting that now I found someone i like. Actually, I love, thing is I'm so afraid of losing him, I don't want to have him. I'm afraid to go through this again.

So I don't think about you as often as I used to, but when I do...it hurts so much. I just wish you'd understand how bad I miss you.

I can't understand why I still want you the way I do, after the way you've acted, and the things you've done. Love is so confusing.

Because I can't have you, It's become an obsession to think about you...dream about you.