The pain nobody knows,
Is the pain nobody sees...

I have the blade.
I'm staring...

The pain I feel cant be expressed.
Because I hold it deep within my chest...

You are my everything,
The reason I live...

The way I feel cant be described.
Because of all the things I keep inside...

I am alone inside my mind.
Always something I cant find...

I've built a wall up around myself.
Living with only a pulse...

Hope is a distant friend I lost long ago.
So here is something you need to hear before I go...

I scream to avoid suffering in silence.
But my voice is harsh and I cannot hear myself...

Suicidal thoughts running through my head.
You don't know how many times I wished I were...

Nothing is meaningful.
Nothing is free...

I cut till I bleed.
And I scream inside...