Thoughts of suicide,
Creeping into my dreams...

When will this pain end?
I'm happy but pain is still around the bend...

My head is aching.
My breath is getting shorter...

When all is said,
And all is done...

Why do I feel like I'm nothing?
When will I feel something, anything...

When life begins.
And all is said...

The highs to high,
The lows to low...

Why do you hate me?
Why do you lie...

For everything Ive done,
I'm sorry...

I don't wanna live.
I don't wanna die...

I hope your happy now.
I hope your doing fine...

So many things I already regret.
And there's so much I haven't done yet...