Life is confusing,
Life is a mess...

How can I be happy and yet so sad at the same...
Why am I always asking the same questions in each...

The sadness comes, and the sadness goes.
But the depression inside only grows...

Suicidal thoughts running through my head.
You don't know how many times I wished I were...

Nothing is meaningful.
Nothing is free...

Hope is a distant friend I lost long ago.
So here is something you need to hear before I go...

I cut till I bleed.
And I scream inside...

No matter the distance between me and you.
I will always care about the things that you do...

Part of me is fighting this, while part of me is...
The only good things in my life no longer shone...

I cant handle life.
I cant do anything right...

I miss the way she makes me smile on a cloudy day.
I miss the way she makes me warm on a cold day...

I've built a wall up around myself.
Living with only a pulse...