I have a lotttt of addictions and problems in my life but i dont just lay them out. read my poems and message me if you want to know more about me. |
You always lied
now you left my side...
I will NOT eat
If i eat i show defeat...
I want to be honest on how i feel
I know you want to help me heal...
11:11 i wished for you
11:11 Did you wish for me too...
Ribbons of black
to disguise...
We have a garden
It is six feet tall...
I've been building this up sense I can remember
A fake wall of happiness to mask my fears...
I apologize for my absence,
I only do whats necessary...
I am so sorry that I never met you,
There was nothing that I could do...
Around in circles it races
Never knowing where to stop...
They say you are what you eat. So I am nothing. |
I wonder when my lifestyle is going to catch up with me. |
What if I reach my goal weight, and I'm still not satisfied? |