I'm sorry I can't be perfect
I'm sorry I'm not worth it...

When we were young everything was great
We didn't even know the definition of hate...

At night I lay in the street
Wondering if death I will meet...

Crawling into a corner over whelmed
I can't take any more surprises...

September 15, 2009
Ex: I heard you were cutting again...

Falling and falling deeper inside.
How long will this last...

Torn to bits by my love for you
I loved you to death, this is true...

I saw how you treated that girl,
I saw you hit her as my head started to whirl...

Its been exactly a year
Which means 365 tears...

I love you more than i can explain
I have feelings that i can't seem to refrain...

Do you think its so funny when I trip and fall?
Do you see my pain, can you feel it at all...

Alzheimer's is slowly taking you over
Grandma you don't even remember my name...