11:11 i wished for you
11:11 Did you wish for me too...

Amelia,
Sometimes it is easier to say how I really feel on...

I have a feeling
Everything is about to change...

I still remember all those abusive nights
They were filled with anger and tears...

No matter what the time I'm always scared
I feel shakey and nervous and nobody cares...

Alzheimer's is slowly taking you over
Grandma you don't even remember my name...

Around in circles it races
Never knowing where to stop...

She cried herself to sleep each and every night
Because of all the pain she could not fight...

I know it hurt both of us but,
Trust me it was for the best...

It was so unexpected last night
It was your very final fight...

Its scary how the one you love can hurt you so bad
You were so attached but he moved on like you were...

I don't want to lose you
To me you mean so very much...