Six a.m. I pull myself out of bed
Don't think I forgot what you said...

**Collaboration with Cris aka leave me in peace.**
Torn in half...

I've been building this up sense I can remember
A fake wall of happiness to mask my fears...

Do you love me
Or do you not...

I guess I'll spend the holidays alone
Everyone's words are now one long drone...

I have fantasies about how everything should be
How our relationship should be, just you and me...

I'm sorry I can't be perfect
I'm sorry I'm not worth it...

I can't let you go
I have feelings for you i can not show...

I want you back
I hate myself when your not around...

Falling in love with your best friend
Its like running through a tunnel with no end...

You say we have nothing in common
But i think that thats why we belong...

I can't explain why
Every second of my day i want to cry...