I feel worthless I don't value me or mylife anymore, so i cut it away piece by piece. If i continue like this soon there wont be any pieces left of me, and i will be an empty shell.

Don't you dare wake me up
I don't want to wake up, without you next to me
Don't you dare wake me up

Depression to me is like a birthmark, it never ever goes away.

Even if you feel happier then you thought you could ever be, deep down you still miss somebody.

What's the piont of explaining something that no one will ever understand?

I hardly think before I press it to my palm
As I do this my facial expressions stays very calm
Afterwords I hate myself a little bit more
I wrap my bleeding wrists then I slam the door

-from my poem "control"

You know that you are breaking when the most positive thing you can say is "its all down hill from here."

You got what you wanted, I finally gave up....on everything.

If i hate you so much then why do all my dreams involve you?

Have you ever run for so long that your knees fell from underneath you because you were just trying to get away from everything bad in your life?