Wow, i really screwed up this time. i mean...way more than ussual. i just want to apoligize to my family and friends for all the hell and heart ache i'm putting you through.

I just can't sleep, when I know things arn't alright.

You said you'd be back on your birthday, but now it's my birthday.

DON'T JUMP

I pick up the gun, point it to my head, and imagine you face one last time before I'm dead.

I wish i knew that by good night you really meant goodbye.

I am....

B-broken
E-ending my life
A-apart from you
U-underestimated
T-tearing away
I-in depression
F-full of hate
U-unhappy
L-loved my none.

I always tried my hardest,
specialy for you.
it never was or will be enough.

I want to love you,
but i cant,
not after what you did.

I am a failed suicide.

I couldn't even succede at quitting.