You will not forgive me
for lieing to you...

On the outside I am smiling
I laugh like it's okay...

You were the first one
that I cared for...

You said you had a feeling
that you thought it was love...

We said some things we didnt mean
look where we ended up...

I have knots
from head to toe...

I'm going to smile like I was never hurt
I'm going to act like everything is ok...

There you go again
breaking my heart like its nothing...

The first i touched
the first i kissed...

Today I cut myself
just to ease the pain...

I miss you
I miss what we were...

Now that I think about it
I already am...