Tested the depth of water with both feet
And so I learnt to swim...

Afraid to close my eyes and sleep
Lately my thoughts have been deep...

My dream is to reach the highest level
So I have to go out and battle...

13 August 2014
Lost my mother...

I shot another man today
Hit him in the head as he ran away...

Depressed daily
The bread winner of my family...

Tears drop on this blank page
The darkness rattling within like an animal caged...

Living a life of chasing dreams
On silent nights we still fight the internal...

I can compare her to the sun
My world revolves around her...

Love is intangible
She makes me feel its physical presence...

I tried the stereotypes
They were just not my type...

Sometimes I just wanna give up or at least take a...
Thats when I close my eyes and see my grandmothers...