I hate every lie you ever told to me, I hate every little Thing you did to make me think we could be, I hate your Cruel smile and the way I love your eyes, I hate how I Wanted you when I couldve wanted something better for me

Im Flying blind, Smiling fake, breathin without you cause this is Now the only thing I know how to do

Dont do this to me dont break me again I just Started to forget what I lost when you left I just Fixed what you took away so dont come round Here and take it all away

Theres words I dont wanna write and things
I dont wanna say cause running away feels so Right yet now a million questions keep me up at night

I can no longer fake the smile that tells people I'm not sad, I can't talk like I'm okay or in any way alright with how you left I can't be alright when someone stole all I had And he won't come back and I'm too sad

You've always hurt me to an unbearably real state but this times different it's not just a tempt of fate it's a desperate pain from an irreparable time from a sadly depressed mind that just happens to be mine

Everything's changed except for this sickening feeling inside that I can't seem to shake cause this love I have for you I wish it were fake

You've made every point you possibly could now just leave me alone just leave for good

Your right you succeeded you broke it again more then I could ever possibly try to mend

Its cold im alone and im crushed to say im broken from all the silence and the words we didnt say