Can you hear them calling?
Calling your name...
When I press down into my skin,
An electric shock runs up my arm...
Today I will cry,
And wish that I would die...
It starts off slow,
Somber...
I can't count how many nights,
I have spent awake...
My love for him was strong,
I didn't think anything was wrong...
You are the happy one,
The modest, and the funny one...
Deep long gashes along my wrists,
My hands tighten into fists...