I watched you suffer with your oncoming death.
There was nothing I could do, I had nothing left...

Troublesome times come upon me in a tidal wave
Moments of grief escalate into years of being...

I'm a fragile girl-
I'm like a little child...

Softly it rains and dampens the night,
an angel sit's on a cloud winded from her flight...

The dark swell of a rising bruise,
it's always because of the violent force you use...

The daydreams and visions of make believe;
She always stared out into the clouds...

Swimsuit terrors inside these eyes
Emotional windows reserve lies...

She walks the night in search of disaster, her...
So many days she sleeps in until noon, lost all...

Lustrous rain drowns all dreary and dim
Stealthy droplets that sing melodious hymns...

A distinct emotional reaction,
that can form a bond and a win-lose attraction...

Words of the past haunt me as they linger nearby.
I watch in a state of wakefulness as everyone else...

The solitude confines me in a wintry cage,
I'm left with snowflakes to wash away my fears...