I don't care anymore,
Hold a gun to my head...

Why am I here?
I want to leave...

All the things i believed before,
are now just cold and ignored...

I do not understand why i am hurt.
i have a boyfriend, that i love, and loves me...

All these days
they're all the same...

I still feel numb.
Everyone still lies to me...

I give up,
just take me away...

What a beautiful day with everything so bright.
I feel as if I can do whatever...

Your arms hold me and that feels right.
Your hands are on top of mine...

Most the time I cannot trust a lot of people.
The only person I can trust is myself...

Another night where I am left alone.
Isolate myself from the world...

Now thinking about it...
Why do these people care about me...